“Tell me, what else should I have done?”
– (This line is from a poem by Mary Oliver).
“Tell me, what else should I have done?”
Not come that day?
Phone up and say ‘I am not well?’
And lie – not speak my truth that way?
But I did come! . . . Though feeling grey
And you were gracious then and bid me stay.
I spoke my heart to you – and some –
Which, when I did
Drove you away.
Tell me, what else can I still do?
“Just stay and be with feeling – through and through.
It is the ‘being with’ that brings you through;
For here lies life and joy and loving too.”
Yes, I will stay –
In being – true
And know that ‘All is well’ between us, too;
That all of life is grounded deep and well,
That all ‘is Love’ just as the mystics tell.
~ Claire Conroy ( from her blog meditation )
(May 2011)