A new Fiction – T’s Diary (1)

Monday

Dear Diary

It is dark and quiet outside but dark and noisy inside! Cannot laugh on my lame jokes anymore…The Day was busy as usual and I love the fast pace and back to back work commitments. They don’t allow me to think about myself, about us, our relationship and so many other things which come rushing to me at this time of the day; nagging, perforating my sleep with their sharp edges.
It’s not that I don’t feel loved anymore. The most bothering thought right now is that I have no Love left inside me! The world around me is too transparent or because my thinking tears them apart, robbing all of their masks & hidden agendas. I don’t love anything or feel love for anyone, not even you!
You’ll feel I am not ready for our relationship to go to next level, most logically, marriage! It’s true.

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#A Fiction#Love #Longing # A Poetic Journey # Some Musings about Life